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jagadanandadas

Jaya Vijaya of Parvathi

Jaya and Vijaya, the two guards of Goddess Parvathi were speaking with her. 'Devi! How is Kailash?'
Parvathi smiled unable to stop herself. Her smile saying a lot more than she ever could. The beautiful Kailash mountains were a breathtaking sight and it never failed to impress Parvathi. After her marriage with Shiva, living with Shiva, his ganas and his sages Parvathi loved living here. She smiled as she looked around the snow clad mountains and knew that this would be the case, always....
'Shiva, the ganas, Nandi....they are all fine!' Parvathi said unable to stop smiling. 'Do you know, how much Nandi loves the Lord?' Parvathi said with amazement. 'Had I not seen it with my own eyes, I would never have believed it!' Parvathi said shaking her head. Parvathi was always struck by how much the Nandi loved Shiva. The devotion that the half man, half bull had for Shiva was something that astounded Parvathi no end.

'And now that I am the consort of the Lord, Nandi's love is for me too!' Parvathi said with a radiant smile.

Jaya frowned. 'But they are all Shiva's gana's, Devi!'
'So?' Paravathi asked quizzically.
Jaya and Vijaya said nothing as they went away from there......

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'I am going for a bath! Please stand guard outside' Parvathi said as she found Nandi, who was waiting on her today.
'Yes,Devi!' Nandi said nodding his head.
'Let no one in!' Parvathi said with a smile.
'Never!' Nandi said vehemently and then realized that the Goddess was making fun of him and she walked away.
**********

Nandi was still standing guard outside when he felt rather than see the Lord come towards him. Nandi turned right sharply and saw that it was indeed Lord Shiva back. The man rushed forward bowing to the Lord.
'My friend!' Shiva acknowledged Nandi as he walked inside his home with a smile.
*********

Parvathi was decking herself when she heard some noise in the outer chambers. Parvathi almost pulled out her weapon when she realized exactly who the person was.
Shiva was very surprised to say the least when he saw his wife looking angrily, almost reaching out for her weapon. 'What are you.....?' Shiva started.
'Shiva!' Parvathi said. 'Its you!' she said breathing in deeply.
Shiva said nothing as Parvathi continued. 'I asked Nandi to stay guard while I went and took a bath!' she said finally.
Shiva grinned. 'You expected Nandi to stop me from entering my own house?'
Parvathi was annoyed. 'I asked him not to let anyone in!' she muttered as she walked inside.
Shiva laughed saying nothing.
Parvathi was still annoyed.....
**********

But they are all Shiva's gana's, Devi....Jaya's words were somehow ringing in Parvathi's mind as she was unable to shake it off. She watched Nandi who was outside and somehow the words still kept repeating. Parvathi suddenly nodded to herself, her jaw in a set firm line.....
********

The boy that Parvathi had created from her own body looked handsome beyond words. His twinkling and intelligent eyes masked the ferocious strength and valour that the boy had....Parvathi smiled as she admired the boy for one last time and then she breathed life into him....
'Mother!' the boy said and Parvathi felt a happiness she had not felt ever before in her life.....
'You are my son!' Parvathi said unable to stop gazing at the boy. 'You are mine!' Parvathi said.
'Mother! Why did you create me?' the boy asked as his eyes searched for answers.
'I needed someone for myself!' Parvathi said simply. 'Someone who would answer only to me!' she continued.
'Command me, mother!' the boy said. 'What should I do?'
Parvathi smiled to herself. 'I am going to take a bath! Please make sure that no one comes inside, without my permission!' Parvathi picked up a strong stick from the ground. 'Take this and stay on guard!'
The boy took the stick and went outside, looking around.
Parvathi watched the boy for one last time and then she went inside...

********

Shiva was back and as usual was about to go inside his house when he saw an unusually handsome and strong boy outside his house. The boy's eyes were shining with curiosity as he was looking around. More importantly, Shiva knew that the boy was standing outside his house with a specific reason...

'Who are you?' Shiva asked, the boy.
'My mother has asked me to stay here and stay guard! She wanted no one to enter inside without her permission!' the boy looked at the Lord. 'Who are you?'
'I am Shiva!' Shiva said trying to walk inside, when the boy hit Shiva with this staff.
Shiva winced and was shocked as he watched the boy twirling the staff.
'No one enters without my mother's permission!' the boy said every word clearly.
Shiva was blazing as he watched the boy. 'I am Shiva, the husband of Parvathi! How dare you stop me from entering my own house?' he demanded angrily.
The boy hit Shiva with the stick again, pushing Shiva back, saying nothing more.
Shiva looked at his ganas who were watching the entire scene with horror.
'Ask who that boy is and what is doing here!' Shiva said, almost snarling at his ganas, as he walked away from there....

The ganas went towards the boy. 'Who are you? What are you trying to do?' the boy looked at the ganas as if he was already picking out targets, as the ganas continued. 'If you want to stay alive, walk away from here!' they said trying to threaten the boy.

The boy watched the ganas coolly. 'Who are you? What are you trying to do? And why are you fighting me?'

The ganas looked at the boy warily. 'We are the ganas of Shiva! And we are the ones who look after him! And we will kill you if you do not move away from the door!' the ganas said looking at the boy....

The boy said nothing as he clutched the stick tightly studying the ganas, waiting for any of them to make the first move....

The ganas however first went to Shiva. 'That boy.....' the ganas said telling Shiva everything that had happened.
Shiva looked at the ganas contemptuously. 'I want him out of there!' he said deliberately and refused to hear anything more....

The ganas went back to the boy and this time there was a ridiculously short battle between the boy and the ganas.....and the ganas were defeated....None of them wanted to fight the boy who was all alone and added to the fact, the boy was a very good warrior....

The ganas looked at the boy with troubled eyes nursing injuries. 'That man is Shiva, the husband of Parvathi! Why do you not let him enter his own house?' one of them asked angrily.

The boy stopped for a few seconds looking uncertainly.....

********

Parvathi frowned as she thought she heard something from outside the house. She called her friend. 'Find out what is happening outside!' she snapped.
Parvathi's friend went outside and she saw all that had happened till now. Angrily, she came back inside the house. 'These ganas of Shiva!' she blazed angrily. 'They want to enter your apartment! And they don't care whether you want them inside or not....And your son! They fought with him too!' she said angrily.

Parvathi heard this and a slow anger made way into her heart. 'Shiva tried to force his way inside his own house! He did not even wait!' she said angrily. She turned to her friend, with her anger almost threatening to consume her. 'Go to my son and tell him that no one is to enter my house, without my permission! NO ONE!' She said finally.

The friend raced outside to the boy. 'Sir! Your mother tells you that you are not to let anyone force their way inside the house!' the friend saw the ganas who were limping and wincing in pain. 'Who are these ganas before you! Can they really hope to win against a person like you?' the friend asked....

**********

The boy smiled as he looked at the ganas. 'You are the ganas of Shiva and I am the son of Parvathi! You have to carry out the wishes of Shiva and I am bound to Parvathi! So you do what you think is right and I will do what I am supposed to do!' the boy said holding his staff tightly as he looked at the ganas with a dangerous smile on his lips...

**********

The ganas went back to Shiva told Shiva all that had happened and the what the boy had told him. For a few seconds Shiva looked at his ganas not able to talk.
'Parvathi!' Shiva whispered finally, to himself, shaking his head.
Shiva took a deep breath turning to his ganas. 'That boy is preventing me from getting inside my own house!' Shiva looked at his men fiercely. 'The boy....' Shiva took a deep breath trying to control himself. 'wants a war! And he shall have it!'

*********

Nandi looked at his men and then back at the boy. 'I will go and fight him first!' Nandi looked at Bhringin. 'If I fail, you will follow me!'
Bhringin nodded as Nandi came forward.
Nandi got down and tried to catch the boy by his feet. Realizing that the boy was more powerful, Bhringin charged at the boy, catching his other leg.
The boy saw the two men and hit them hard with his stick. In pain the two warriors let the boy go. Scrambling back, the boy picked up an iron club from the ground and twirled it around watching the men.
The other ganas also started attacking the boy....and it definitely looked like it was going to be an uneven battle. But then nobody knew what the boy was capable of....And the ganas were in for a shock. A very rude shock.
The boy fought with natural skill of a warrior and was fighting mad....He almost fought like he was possessed and no one...or all of the ganas together were able to contain the boy. The boy did not care who he was facing or what they were doing. He twirled the iron club and the damage he did with it was incalculable. Most of the ganas were hurt badly....some with broken bones and many with shattered knees...
The ganas were frankly scared as they even heard the sound of the iron club and most of them fled from the battlefield.
The boy looked around as he watched the ganas. He looked at the doorway once more and picked up the stick that his mother had given him and along with the iron club, he walked back the doorway. He stood there with a proud face as he watched the ganas run....
*******

Narada, the divine sage who roamed all over the worlds was watching the battle and he was frankly terrified of what he was watching. The ganas....the ganas of Shiva were being routed in battle and it was not done by some huge demon or any powerful being...It was done by a little boy, who wanted to fulfill the wishes of his mother. Narada looked around wondering what to do and decided that battle was definitely not the way, this matter could be resolved.....

'Lord Brahma!' Narada said with any preamble as he met his father at Satyaloka. 'We need your help before things really go out of hand!' Narada continued.
'What happened?' Lord Brahma asked.
Narada sighed...

Both Brahma and Vishnu came to Shiva and were shocked to find him angry and morose. Shiva spotted Brahma and went towards him. ‘I do not wish a fight!’ He said without any preamble. ‘There is a boy outside my house and he is not letting me inside!’ Shiva looked at Brahma with piercing eyes. ‘Just talk to the boy!’
Brahma nodded as he along with a few of the Ganas went to Shiva’s home. There he found the boy watching them warily.
Brahma signaled the others to stop as he went near the boy. ‘I am not here to….’ That was as far as Brahma got. The boy came forward and without giving Brahma a chance to explain himself started pulling Brahma’s beard!
Getting scared, Brahma tried to pull himself back, when the boy picked up the iron club. Brahma saw no more as he ran with the Ganas following him. The boy caught some of the Ganas and attacked them, as the others escaped…
Gasping for breath, Brahma told Shiva all that had happened.
Shiva was very angry by the time Brahma finished talking. He turned to Indra and his son Kartikeya. ‘Muster up all our forces! Get the boy out of there!’ Shiva said with blazing eyes.
*********

Parvathi was talking to her friends when she felt a sudden start. She stopped talking as she looked around….Something had just happened… Something not good at all…. Parvathi frowned as she closed her eyes and concentrated.
Parvathi’s friends were genuinely terrified as the Goddess opened her eyes. That she looked scary was a given. What was more terrifying was the firm set jaw of the Goddess which clearly showed that the Goddess was going to do something terrible….
The friends watched, as from Parvathi emerged two extraordinarily powerful women. The two women who were created were beautiful but their ferociousness masked all their beauty. They looked like mean fighting machines who would kill without a second thought.
‘Command us, Mother!’ The two Shakthis told Parvathi.
‘There is an army coming after my son!’ Parvathi said coldly. ‘Protect him!’
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The boy watched as almost something the size of an army was coming towards him. The Ganas whom he had fought till then seemed almost docile compared to the army which was coming towards him. What was more scary were the leaders of the two groups. They seemed phenomenally powerful and exuded a confidence of having fought and won battles before this.
The boy clutched the iron club more tightly, when he watched the army surround him from all sides. The boy took a deep breath as he relaxed when he felt it….. It was something so powerful that he was sure that even his opponents had felt it.
The boy turned and was shocked. Standing beside him were two powerfully built women who looked more ferocious than the entire army that he was facing.
One of the Shakthis turned to the other. ‘None of their weapons should reach him!’ She said watching the army around them.
The boy watched as the Ganas hurled their weapons at him. He kept his iron club ready to ward off the weapon, when the boy watched shocked as the weapon stopped just as soon as it left the hands of the Ganas. The Ganas were themselves shocked as they all threw their weapons at the boy.
This time the Goddesses smiled dangerously as the weapon turned. The weapons went and hit the very Ganas who had hurled them.
It took a second for the boy to understand what was happening and grinning he picked up his iron club started twirling it, around to deal with the Ganas who were attacking him without any weapons…..
It was a ridiculously short battle. The boy was unstoppable even all by himself and with the two Shakthis there was nothing anyone could do….
The Ganas ran from battle again, but Kartikeya did not run. He and the boy were exchanging blows as the Ganas ran back to Shiva….
But Kartikeya was also no match for the boy and he lost the fight….
**********

‘We… We thought….’ The Ganas panted as they saw Shiva. ‘We thought that just because we were the Ganas of Shiva no one could stop us!’ One of the Ganas told Shiva. ‘But our arrogance is now gone!’ The Ganas turned to Shiva. ‘This boy, Lord, whoever he is, you are the only one who can stop him! Even Lord Kartikeya himself is no match for him!’ The Ganas fell at the feet of Shiva.
Shiva watched the Ganas with absolutely no expression on his face. He then turned to Vishnu ‘I believe we have a battle in our hands! Was all he said.
********

The boy watched as this time it was just two people who were coming towards him and one of them was Shiva. The other Ganas were standing at a distance. The Shakthis watched the two men warily. The boy twirled his iron club as he hit one of the two warriors – Vishnu. Lord Vishnu turned to Lord Shiva. ‘I will use my Maya and keep him engaged!’ he said as something powerful shot out of his hands.

The Shakthis joined their forces together and fused their powers inside the boy’s body. The boy was unable to believe it as something powerful ran through him… Using the power the boy was able to fight Vishnu’s Maya.

In between, Shiva attacked trying to find an opening in the boy's defences. But the boy fought like one possessed. He threw his iron club at Shiva's Trident, as it fell from the Lord's hands...Angrily Shiva picked up his Pinaka, his bow, trying to shoot the boy but he was protected by the Shakthis.
The boy fought unbelievably fast and he was able to decimate Lord Vishnu’s attack. Vishnu threw his discus at the boy and at the last minute the boy brought down the club on the discus. Without a second thought, the boy threw the club at Vishnu and Garuda caught the club in his mouth.
Remembering his mother, the boy picked up the staff which she had given him and started fighting with Vishnu again.
For a few seconds it looked like the boy was going to win. Lord Vishnu fell down as the boy hit him with the staff. The boy turned his attention to Shiva, failing to understand that Vishnu was only feigning to have fallen down.
The boy was getting ready to attack Shiva when he heard movement behind him. The boy realized that Lord Vishnu was only pretending to have fallen and hastily turned around. The boy turned as Shiva picked up his Trident and there was no mistake in Shiva’s aim.
And Parvathi’s son lay dead in the battlefield as the Trident decapitated him…..
*******

For a second there was complete silence in the battlefield. Nobody could actually believe that the battle was actually over. But the boy was lying in the battlefield unmoving…. Shiva’s Ganas were unable to believe it and then there was a sudden scream of joy.
'The boy is gone!'
'We have won!'
'Lord Shiva has won!'
It became a crescendo of shouts and soon all the Ganas were rejoicing.
They were so jubilant that none of them noticed that Lord Shiva was not even remotely happy…. In fact he was remorseful, knowing that he had done something unforgivable.
************

For a second, Parvathi felt that the entire universe had gone quiet. She watched her trembling hands and was filled with rage...A rage which she just could not control.
She saw everything that had happened and saw the Ganas rejoicing in the battlefield. All around her dead son. The Goddess watched the scene as it replayed in her mind and within a span of a few seconds standing before her were hundreds and thousands of bloodthirsty Shakthis, all of who had emerged from her.
'Command us, Mother!' the Shakthis said.
'They killed my son!' Parvathi said listlessly. She turned her furious eyes to her Shakthis. 'None of them deserve to live! Not while my son is dead!' The Shakthis watched each other as Parvathi was steadily losing control over herself. 'Kill them all!' the Goddess said simply.
And so the madness began.....
The Shakthis commanded by Parvathi saw nothing and heard nothing. They destroyed everything that came in their path. Sages, Yakshas, Gods...nothing survived the Shakthis. And it looked very bad. Most of the Gods were sure that the end of the world was near, because nothing seemed to stop the Shakthis and their numbers just kept multiplying...
Having no other choice to stop this madness, the Gods along with Lord Vishnu and Lord Brahma went to Parvathi.
'Please forgive us, Goddess!' they said and the Goddess just refused to listen to them.
'Please Devi!' Lord Vishnu said gently. 'We will do whatever you want! Stop this massacre!'
Parvathi watched Vishnu and slowly some semblance of control came to her. 'I need my son back! And I need him to have an honourable status among you!' she looked at Vishnu. 'If that is done, there will be no more killing! Otherwise....' Parvathi smiled mirthlessly as she did not even bother completing the threat.

The Gods hurried back to Shiva and he heard all that they had to say. He turned to them. 'Go north! Find the first living thing that you see and bring its head!' the Gods definitely knew when not to waste time and were out almost as soon as Shiva commanded them.
They took the body of the boy with them and traveled north. The first animal that they saw was a single tusked elephant. They cut the head of the elephant and they attached it to the boy's body. Using the powerful mantras and the holy waters, they were able to attach the body of the boy with the head of the elephant.

They brought the boy to Shiva who watched the boy with a strange smile. Shiva closed his eyes as he touched the boy.

The Ganas were shocked, as the boy with the elephant head, woke up as if he was just sleeping. He was very handsome looking with the face of an elephant. The red complexion of the boy outlined his fine features and his eyes showed an intelligence which belied his age...

The Gods took the boy to Parvathi and the Shakthis which emerged from her just vanished, without a trace. If Parvathi had felt that her son was handsome before, she had no words to describe her boy right now. She hugged her son tightly, as words completely failed her.

Shiva came up from behind the Gods and the ganas as he watched Parvathi and the boy.
'This is my other son!' he said proudly.

Parvathi could not hide her smile as Shiva continued. 'Me, Vishnu and Brahma are all worshiped in the three worlds! However this son of mine shall be worshiped before all of us!' Shiva turned to the ganas. 'He will be your Lord henceforth, the Lord of the Ganas – Ganesha! My son Ganesha!' Lord Shiva said with quiet pride.

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Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Bael

Once in a village near the forest of Bilva Paksha, a group of brahmanas came to engage in the worship of Lord Shiva. Just as Lord Vishnu is very much pleased when He is offered the leaves of His most beloved Tulasi, so Lord Shiva is pleased by offerings of leaves from the bilva or bael tree. Thus the brahmanas worshipped Lord Shiva by offering bilva leaves, for a period of one fortnight and satisfied Lord Shiva greatly.

   Amongst those brahmanas was one whose name was Nimbarka. He had been particularly attentive in his worship of Lord Shiva. Being especially pleased with Nimbarka's devotion, Lord Shiva personally appeared to him.

   "Nimbarka," said Lord Shiva, "at the edge of this village is a sacred bael forest. There, in that forest, the four Kumaras are absorbed in meditation. By their mercy you will receive transcendental knowledge, for they are your spiritual masters, and by rendering service unto them you will receive all that is of value." After saying this Lord Shiva disappeared.
Nimbarkacharya

"Nimbarka," said Lord Shiva, "at the edge of this village is a sacred bael forest. There, in that forest, the four Kumaras are absorbed in meditation. By their mercy you will receive transcendental knowledge, for they are your spiritual masters, and by rendering service unto them you will receive all that is of value." After saying this Lord Shiva disappeared. (In the wallpaper: Lord Shiva, 4 Kumaras and beal tree).

   Nimbarka immediately went to that place and with great determination he searched for the four Kumaras in every direction, until he finally found them, shining as brilliantly as the sun. They were seated on a very beautiful natural platform beneath a tree and they appeared like fire blazing on an altar. They were all very young, seeming to be no more than five years in age, but they appeared most noble in character as they sat there naked, rapt in meditation. Nimbarka was so excited that he cried out, "Hare Krishna!"

   This sudden sound startled the four brothers, breaking their meditation. Opening their eyes, they saw before them the blissful form of an ideal Devotee, and with great pleasure they embraced Nimbarka, one after another.

   "Who are you," they asked, "and why have you come here? We are certainly ready to answer all your prayers."

   Nimbarka fell at the feet of the four brothers like a rod, and with great humility he introduced himself.

   With a sweet smile on his face Sanat Kumara then said, "The all-merciful Supreme Personality of Godhead, knowing that Kali-yuga will be extremely troublesome for the living entities, resolved to proagate devotional service to Himself. With this goal in mind, He has empowered four personalities with devotion and sent them into this world to preach. Ramanuja, Madhva, and Vishnuswami are three and you are the fourth of these great souls. Lakshmi accepted Ramanuja as a disciple, Brahma accepted Madhva, Rudra accepted Vishnuswami and meeting you today we have the good fortune of being able to instruct you. This is our intention. Previously we were engaged in meditating on the impersonal Brahman, but by the causeless mercy of Lord Vishnu, we have been relieved of this sinful activity. Since I have realised that it is essential to preach pure devotional service, I have composed a literary work entitled Sanat Kumara Samhita. After taking initiation from me, you should follow the instructions I have set forth therein."

   Nimbarka was greatly enlivened at the prospect of taking initiation and he immediately ran to take bath in the Ganges. After this he quickly returned and prostrated himself once more before the effulgent brothers.

   "O deliverers of the fallen," said Nimbarka, in all humility, "please deliver this low-born rascal."
   The four Kumaras gave him the Radha-Krishna mantra and instructed him in the method of worshipping Radha and Krishna with the sentiments of great love called Bhava Marga.

   In that sacred bael forest Nimbarka began to worship Shri Shri Radha Krishna according to the Sanat Kumara Samhita and he chanted the mantra they had given him. Very soon Radha and Krishna revealed Themselves to Nimbarka. They stood before him, spreading an effulgence which illuminated all directions. In sweet voices They addressed him thus: "Nimbarka, you are very fortunate, for you have performed Sadhana in Shri Navadwipa. We both combine, and assume one form, as the son of Sachidevi." At that moment Radha and Krishna combined and displayed Their form of Gauranga.

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